There are perfect moments in life that stay in your mind like soap bubbles, the image all preserved and shiny inside their ephemeral preciousness. I think I’m lucky to have a fair number of these little bubbles of memory gently bopping around inside my brain; it’s what makes my life feel worth it when things [...]
Hunger
I’m hungry. I’m craving cherries. Ripe, round and firm on my tongue, soft where my teeth puncture. Sweet. Staining my lips bloody red. I am eating them right now, too quickly for them to last, but with a voracity that speaks of other cravings. Because also… I’m craving sex. I am a pillow queen of [...]
Goodbye, I Hardly Knew You…
I have been lucky enough to be relatively untouched by death in my life. (Well, correction, in the adult life I have good conscious memory of rather than the childhood I subconsciously choose to keep blurry. ) My great-grandmother passed away after years of dementia – and it was a blessing. My paternal grandparents passed [...]
Isolation
I’m feeling isolated. Admittedly by my own actions, and yes, I think I knew what I was doing at the time. I realized the friendships I had in my life were too surface-y to provide the kind of support I needed, so I withdrew from them until I could get a clear picture of what [...]
F*CK (or In Which I Realize Life Is Harder Without Friends)
Everything seems upside down lately. Things in my life have done a 180 turn, which was I think maybe was supposed to make me happy, but instead I just feel completely discombobulated and without earth under my feet. I’ve thought of a million things to blog about this week, and haven’t had a damned minute [...]
My Vanilla Life
I’ve had some wonderfully random kinky fun times lately. Beatdown birthdays, Sabbat, even Tryst back in July. Even though I don’t get to play nearly as often as I like – even at home – I accept that this is mainly due to a crazy busy life: work, kids, relationships, daily business, blah, blah, blah. [...]
